

I know what I would not mind doing all day long. And I know I would do it over and over and over again. In the morning, motshegare, le ka nako ya bosigo. Tirelessly. Effortlessly. Passionately. But still, I sit. Nothing.
I know what sets the fire in my belly alight. I know what’s music to my ears. I know what tune sets me in motion. I know what gets me in the mood. I know what I’m looking for and where to get it. But still, I remain crippled, flat on my behind.
I know what inspires me. I know what I applaud. I know what turns me on. I know what makes me take my hat off. I know what I love and respect. But still, I don’t make my move.
What is it that keeps me apart, away, far away from my God-given calling? What prevents me from finding my north star?
Is it fear?
Of what?
The unknown? Change?
Is it stupidity?
Laziness?
Am I stubborn?
Am I timid?
Why?